Just breathe.

Ellabears, life lately has been...upside down. Mommy and Daddy decided to buy a nice car, because we want something nice in life. I've never had anything that I've absolutely loved in my life, material wise. And what better time than now to invest in something good. It's for our family, our future, us. But weve been facing many headaches and sorry baby, but that means dragging you along on these many adventures. It's absolutely a learning process, and it makes me sad to think that someone would want to dupe us, that means you too. Because what affects daddy, affects me, affects you, and vise versa. *sigh* I'm so tired, and you're going through this weird thing where you wake up at 3am and wanna have a party. I'm sure it'll pass, but with work looming around the corner, it's not easy to not worry. It's what I do best! But I'm trying to breathe, get through this little moment of tests and I'm sure we'll all be splendid in a few days.
The season is bringing on chilly days and the sun is setting early, it feels like fall. I love it. We got a little fishy, what's his name? That's still undecided, even though weve had him for a week, ha. Sunday were going to a baby shower for Yolanda, she's having a little girl! How exciting to think that you'll be playing together one day since you're both so close in age! Yay for tea parties and dress up! See baby, that's what life is about. How I wish I could throw on a pair of pearls and a tiara and host a lavish imaginary tea party when I'm feeling down! It's ok, we will one day, for now I look at you, smell your little neck and find hope in your eyes. Love you, momma.